Okay, yea.


This week has been godawful, and today has been ten times worse. And tomorrow is also going to suck, and there are finals next week and meh.


So basically, I'm not in the mood, nor do I have the time, to be here much, so I'll see you in a week or so. ...though, given my current state, it'll probably be longer than that.


And if you'll excuse me, I'm going to be pondering how I've become so angsty.

...sorta.


I'm tired of constantly emoing and being depressed for no reason, so I'm just trying to force myself out of it.


I promise I'll try and be more responsive than I have been in the past.

As you may/may not have noticed, I haven't been around a lot lately.

And now, I'm not gonna be around at all, for the most part.

Social problems? I can cope. Educatioinal problems? I can cope. Family problems? I can cope.

Somehow deleting the guestbook for AvatarD?

Utter. Devastation.


I've stopped visiting LJ, and pretty much been on email, skulking around here and working on the TRV site.

Now I'm probably just gonna be on email, if that.



So I'll see you guys around, when the winds of change start blowing in my favor.

Stolen from because I could. The thing originally was "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself", but I just did the last one.

So. 6 things I hate about myself are...

` if I were to battle Zuko in an emobending match, I'd give him a run for his money. I'm not so angsty that I could beat him, but it still wouldn't be a short match.

` that for the most part, I am as unresponsive as a brick wall. Granted, the reason bricks don't respond isn't because they have a chronic fear that they'll say something incredibly stupid and then be thought of as an idiot, but still.

` my fear of blood. Not really that bad, most of that time, but when you're learning introduction material for a language that originates in a society where blood type is a big thing. Whenever we start to talk about it in Japanese, I have to clamp my hands over my ears and hum to myself.

` My grand epic fanfiction ideas don't start to bug me to write them until *after* canon has shot them in the back. I mean, I might be able to work out the 30k Hahn story in which he goes travels to the Fire Nation for reasons I don't want to disclose since I still may write it, but my con-Avatar story would have to take place pre-2x06 for it to work.

` The fact that almost all through the second season I hated Jet. After seeing it once when it first premiered, I cannot stomach to watch episode 2x14 again. I tried once, but ended up yelling 'ohgod' and quitting QuickTime. The Jet I become obsessed with was a bastard who was calm, calculating, manipulative, intelligent smooth and fascinating in the sense that his views had become so warped that you couldn't help but speculate on it. Rushing into the teashop and accusing Iroh of heating his tea was the absolute worst moment in the series. Everything I liked about Jet pretty much shattered. The only saving grace was 2x17, but still, I would've preferred Jet to *not* have shown up again then to watch Tim Hedrick's bastardization of him.

` I can be very bitter and ranty.

You know what?

Screw it.

If I want to finish the reading log part of this LA project I didn't do, I'll end up staying up all night trying to summarize the convulted story that is the Da Vinci Code, and it's 2:43 in the morning and I read the story back in the summer and I can't do half the things I need to do and I'll just do it later.


I know I shouldn't've playe so many games of mah-johng.

*screwed!*

*hating Dan Brown more than usual*